Joe's Life Journey

won hava, get new wallet. SEX!

2010-02-12T04:32:00.000-08:00

life is SOOO GOOD after ord. i mean my god what are e chances i won like some urban hava contest which was totally random cos i was bored and had nth to do? and den there was WAYYY advance 22nd birthday present from my mum. yes totally love that wallet, although when she was paying for it i kinda felt e pinch a lil. 370SGD man for a wallet! so anyway, first day after ord, got a call from both admiralty and wdls to do afternoon session. but because i love shamsiah TOO MUCH, i had to turn admiralty down. i am very sorry about that! den again u always go back to e one that treats u better, so i guess its no hard feelings.
10 feb was relief teaching, den supper with e ord guys at nite. it was boring, thats all i am gonna say. didnt feel like it was a ord party AT ALL!
2nd day of ord, it was relief teaching again with e same naughty class. if theres anything i learnt from saf its prolly suck thumb cos thats exactly what i did when i learnt i had to teach e naughty class again. no choice suck thumb and do it for e $$$.
3rd day of ord, no job cos schools are all doing celebrations. no point for relief teachers to be around so yeap jobless for today. but den again it was good being jobless, managed to convince my mum to head over to town and get me my much needed burberry!! gonna love it till i have cash for like a bur sling bag or sort. life is good now, cannot possibly complain. whats really gonna complete me THIS MONTHS give me my damn license to put in e wallet. its ABOUT TIME!

orfuckingd loh!!

2010-02-09T00:11:00.000-08:00

i'am back, thanks to e kind reminder from kimbrl_ey. feels so damn good to have ord-ed, free from restrictions, liabilities and dumbass superiors. seriously you'll never know how dumb fucked society really is until u start working for dumb ass ppl, and that makes u wonder whether studying so hard is really all that worth it. true e motherfuckers would say dun think u A level boi den u can yaya bla bla bla. whatever e fuck reasons they give, one just has to realise, ns is a journey every dick has to go through, whether u like it or not. and if u dun think ure e conformist sort (like me), try a diff approach. try not caring. (you'll still get a good testi anyway tested and proven). den again by not caring, be prepared to sign a lot of extras, like wad i did over e span of a year and ten months. but u know smth, its all worth it. its all worth it when u make it so obvious that u would rather take those bloody extras and confinements den to freaking work for em. i mean thats wat i did, but honestly do it sparingly if u wanna save ya weekends.

wad can i say just freaking great to have ord-ed. i guess i'm gonna chillax a lil, go drink get crazy take up some random job so that i would not starve and laugh at all those dicks whom are still serving.

seriously, theres nv a better feeling than ORD.

P.S ORD LOH!!!!

blog closed

2008-05-17T13:16:00.000-07:00

this blog shall be temporarily closed as of today due to parasitical commitment 'bestowed' upon the blogger till 2 years later. we apologise for any inconvenience caused suckers lol

20th

2008-05-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

finally back from 'u know where'. sorry i only managed to post a week later, couldnt find spare time to. celebrated my 20th birthday with my close friends, it was memorable. i had two cakes this year, one less than last year. nonetheless, i'm contented with two this time. it feels weird celebrating birthday in crew, it makes u feel even older. these lil time we had catching up with one another was precious, though a few others werent able to come. gareth, whatever happened to u? u owe me big time alright. ede, i understand ya predicament. i'll prolly meet up with u some other day, when ure less busy and when ya parents r less controlling. fart-ly, i rest my case, dun have much to comment about u. ure just being u as usual. sense my tone.
hermosa was with me, i had a good time with her. she's always by my side when i most needed her. my 20th birthday couldnt be better w/o her presence at night, faggots from her course quit smoking in front of her.
dad asked if any uni called me again, i'm sure he's worried for me now. den again, i'm not too sure if i want them to call anyway, like he seemed pretty serious when he talked about sending me off to states to study law if i cant get into a local uni. it sure sounds tempting, i'm seriously contemplating. sure there are things in sin i cant possibly let go, like my parents..dog..attachments etcetera. whatever it is, we'll talk about it after 2 years later.

sakae sushi buffet and one last time at wgs

2008-04-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

desperate time calls for desperate measures they say. and so it was, wgs called me one last time to help them with relief teaching. so i was thinking, since i have nth to do in e morning and ks suprisingly was being called up as well, it was a good idea for me to go. being colleagues with ks for a day was superb by e way! it was as good as i had always dreamed, its always good to have him around (:
so anyway, sch was quite pleasant today, like i had a lot of students coming to me and ask me why i'm still in sch today and i had to explain to them? and also, i guess its my different hair approach today that really got their attention, its like wherever i go, students will just come to me and make a big huha about it. okays honestly, i got lazy tidying it this morning so i just spiked them all up.trust me i nv knew it was not allowed in wgs. den again, i nv had such an experience before, having so many ppl commenting on ya hair! sounds pretty funny isnt it? thought so too.
bidding farewell was nv easy but still i had to put on a front and pretend as though i didnt care. fact is, i'll definitely miss e sch, miss e G-R-E-A-T company in e RT department and most importantly, miss e school's vegetarian food and FRIES! so long and good bye wgs, so long and good bye fellow RTs, this time, its for real i'm not coming back ):
had a good meal at sakae sushi earlier with kess,koon and dam. yeah e usual awesom-o company! it was more of like a farewell gathering for all of us, so sad koony is going in tml! followed by me and den kess on friday ): so we had sashimi buffet, my oh my food was g-r-e-a-t!! we had like salmon sashimi, ika sashimi, chawamushi, kani maki, quail eggs etc etc. it was like a whole platter of food waiting for us to devour, it felt really good eating there! oh yeah u guys should try e soba and e udon there too, its FANTASTIC, just that by then i was a lil bloated already so eating those became a problem. e strawberry smiles dessert was fantastic too! its exactly e same as those sold in mos burger, probably just a lil sweeter and bigger! heres e setback, e buffet cost us a B-O-M-B! try $124 and thats how much we paid! per person was like $28.25 inclusive of all e nonsense taxes, it was damn expensive. so yeah, if ure having sushi buffet at sakae, be prepared to burn ya pocket ):
thats all for today i guess, tml will probably be my last post. i know its sad i'm leaving, dun worry though cos i'll be back (:

thank you kim thank you kim!!!!

2008-04-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

thank you kim for accomodation and food!!!! thank you so much for making e waffles and corn for me! thank you so much for being so hospitable though i'm sure i'd been a pain in e ass to u :P sprites totally cute BUT ANNOYING! he's adorable nevertheless, i'm sure he'd find a good company soon PROVIDED he's being exposed to more BITCHES (crude crude) lol!
stay at kim's sister's place was good, though sleeping was a big problem. somehow i cant seem to clock e full 8 hours everyday! its becoming annoying! i know e reason why i'm like thats because i'm not physically drained, thank god ns's coming for me in that sense.
its just two more days and counting before i'm going in, i'm starting to miss so many things in life already.freedoms one thing i'm gonna miss all so much, having absolutely nth to look forward to each day except for hermosa can be quite fun too. i know i'm certainly gonna miss that. next up, i'm definitely gonna miss my mum's cooking though at times i absolutely hate it. den again, theres this saying that goes, 'nth tastes as good as hm food.' how true how true. i'm gonna miss badminton too, very very much.
i'm gonna miss e baddies, i'm gonna miss my dearest joey, i'm gonna miss so many things! most importantly, i'm gonna miss U yes U and my dearest mum and dad!

my last day of work, OFFICIALLY

2008-04-05T07:48:00.000-07:00

my last day of work, OFFICIALLY. it feels good not having to work anymore. had a memorable 4 days teaching experience @ WGS. e company was awesome! there were a lot of RTs whom i can relate to, it was NTH like e other schools i'd been to where i was usually confined to me myself and i only. honestly, i must concede i was a lil sad having to leave wgs. as in, i know i was leaving to plunge into another shit hole, LITERALLY. my ns days r so drawing near! its just freaking 5 DAYS AWAY!
think about it, in 5 days time, i'm gonna lose my freedom! in 5 days time, i'm gonna leave my family and also HERMOSA for a good 2 weeks! can anyone understand how bad it feels leaving ya beloved ones? i sure aint liking that feeling already. in 5 days time, i'm gonna look like a turtle with that funny 'hairdo' and chances are i'd have to start mingling around again. in 5 days time, i'm gonna face 'death and haunting' literally, talk about tekong being a haunted place. i love my mum's thoughts though, she got me amulet, 'fu', anything and everything that would keep me in good hands. i hope i'd be able to enjoy my first 2 weeks inside and TRY not to think so much about everyone close ):

last day @WGS

post to add life to my lil column

2008-03-30T02:27:00.000-07:00

it feels like it's been a while since i last posted. at this point in time, i must say there are many things that i'd love to say, both happy and unhappy stuff. lets see, well i'm FINALLY an uncle, my sister gave birth to a healthy boy named joaquin. i hope he'll turn out to be a real soccer star like e real dude at valencia (:
it feels kinda weird being an uncle when i'm not even considered an adult. sometimes i just wish i'll forever remain young, i dun really wanna think about being old and e ever mounting worries and burdens that come along with it. i mean i like my life as it is now, probably not so much in e financial aspect :P i guess being an adult only has ONE incentive to me, to be finally be able to earn money and RESPECTABLE AMOUNT of cos so that i would be able to give myself a decent life and a pleasuring one to my family (: i'm pretty much a responsible kid mum, pls pray i'll be successful soon!
i'm starting to be less and less worried about hermosa now simply because after hanging out with her that frequently recently, i sorta know who i'm dealing with already. she's every bit a nice gal and nth like a bad one and i have complete faith she'd finally meet her right clique of friends in poly and for that, i'm really excitied for her (:
i'm also learning to handle problems better, such as affairs of e heart, financial drainage etc better so i'm definitely happy in that respect. e only problem is, i have nv really tasted being ultra rich, nor am i ultra poor, so i doubt i'd truly know how to deal with it. as for relationship, i have been through e good times, and of cos e really bad times but i'm glad i'm starting to come to terms with whatever thats in store for me. i know lifes still a long way for me so i'm not gonna be that conflicted anymore. lol. like i'm thinking, i have my ns to handle with now, so why not just brood over that and nth else. dam's mum's damn right about us having a need to get extra classes in army to upgrade ourselves. i certainly would, i'm hoping i can probably take up a language course like what kessler did but its spanish and not french i'm dealing with. i dun think i needa know french cos kess does, i'm sure he'd be able to teach me. okay confession time, part of e reason why i wanna learn spanish's because i'm a huge fan of spanish football and of course F.Torres so i thought learning that language might be cool. secondly, i heard spanish's like e love langauge so yeah, i'd really love to learn it and get extremely romantic with my hermosa next time! see, even hermosa's a spanish word (:
lastly, my apologies for e no pics blog. my cam isnt with me at e moment. and with regards to e babies pic, i'll prolly upload it once i get hold of it from my sister.as for now, i'm going to bed. gdnight (:

genting

2008-03-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

finally e pics to genting, i'm just gonna upload individually to show my sincerity now.
enjoy e pics! (:

having fun

2008-03-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

always having fun with hermosa nowadays, dun wish for it to stop just like that. reality is, i'm leaving civilisation REAL SOON. god damn it, e wise men are right, singaporean guys r greatly deprived! no wonder we see so many unhappy men around on e streets nowadays, i sure hope 2 years would pass real quickly over there. well i guess i'm falling ill after e sentosa trip. i dunno, my body just feels damn weird, like it heats up real quickly when i'm sleeping. den after a while, it gets freaking cold, even e slightest contact with prevailing wind sends my whole body curling into a ball. what is that? it sure feels like a typical fever syndrome but this time its different, my body ache isnt as severe.
that aside, there are things we know we can control, and things we know are beyond our control. i guess i'm still trying my best to control e unconrollable, give me time (:
i'm not too sure why i'm blogging but i guess i just wanna upload e happy times we had yesterday. see ya soon hermosa! a
and friends, lets meet up one last time before majority of us r sent packing ):

continuation of kess and gareth birthday celebration pics

2008-03-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

this ones for u koony!

dude at it AGAIN

they say a picture paints a thousand words, in that case, what does this tell u? my takes that victoria sat on kay's EHEM while experiencing EHEM and kays stunned :p any other interpretations are welcome (:

gay shit birthday BOYS

e usual 'toy'

darn, ede in her classic grandma pose. DUN THEY ALL LOOK LIKE A BIG HAPPY (FEMALE ONLY) FAMILY! orh~

dumbass dude fartly

heavenly chocolate truffle!

Saprino's

genting photos coming up next ("

weekend

2008-03-23T09:10:00.001-07:00

weekend was well spent, must say i really did suffer from ALTITUDE LAG after coming back from Genting. was a lil lackadaisical on sat morning when i woke up but things got better in e evening. went over to dam's place as usual but this time with my other good sec sch friend tin shen tagging along. kess wasnt free that day so we had to get shen to fill in his place. it was a nice day, APPARENTLY, as suggested by e photos. lol. i mean, put 4 guys together in a house, this is probably e USUAL outcome. so sat was purely spent at dam's and enjoying each others company.

sun was a lil different, had to pluck myself up in e morning to go over to nanyang for coaching. it was damn tiring initially but things got better in e afternoon. i was less tired, probably because i was thankful i hadn't lost my touch yet. and yes dam and i won all our doubles games with e fellow coaches, it was a damn nice feeling. towards e night, we met up with hermosa and her BEST friend over in town. had dinner and by then dam and i were evidently dead tired. i guess we sorta infuenced hermosa to become tired after a while. so long story short, it was a tiring sunday.

nanyang primary

need i say more? :P

see what magazines can do to you

*chokes*chokes*

meet tinshen, e guy whom totally clicked with koony and dam at first sight

kess and chews' birthday celebration

2008-03-21T10:41:00.000-07:00

visual stimulation

to be continued...

Genting Interlude

2008-03-21T09:46:00.000-07:00

yes an interlude, thats why it should be called. i wouldnt wanna call it a holiday,simply because a holiday would imply having things go according to ya wish and to ya liking sadly that doesnt apply to e context of genting.
firstly, e place is infested with mother fking smokers who are out to spread e harm of cigars to others. in econs, its what we called negative externalities. okay whatever jo ure so over and done with econs now alright.
genting being a gambling paradise grossly populated with casinos and gamblers, has to be one of e WORST place to visit if one seeks to be intellecutally stimulated and to get away from our all so mundane lives. e smoking conditions terrible over there, ppl smoking everything, both OUTDOOR and INDOOR. what can be worse? moreover, bearing in mind that genting is always a great place for kids to enjoy themselves indoors, how e hell are they suppose to enjoy it healthily with all e second hand smoke present?
sometimes i wonder if e 'no smoking' sign is just there for show, or is it just a great deal of negligence on e tourists part to take care of e community. although i was greatly affected, i thought i didnt really let my emotions run loose cos i simply didnt wanna aggravate hermosa's already 'pissed off mood' towards genting.
no doubt genting wasnt as grandiose as expected, i guess i pretty much enjoyed myself (MINUS E SMOKE THAT IS). I am not too sure how to explain too, its a weird feeling. its like, everything just feels right when i'm spending time with hermosa, regardless of how bad e situation might seem to be. so on that note, i suppose its great that i had her with me at genting (:
company was great, we enjoyed a great deal of rides from e theme park. i must say we r thrill seekers, or at least i'm and i'm glad she's such a great sport. we attacked all e thrill rides, such as of 'CORKSCREW,FLYING DRAGON, MALAYSIA'S FIRST ROLLER COASTER ETC'. weridest names they can think of to suggest that these rides r thrilling, well lets just say e efforts there lol. well alright i gotta give them some credits, some of e rides were in fact exciting, so exciting till it resulted in hermosa having a headache, screw u stupid rides! lol.
cant blog much for now, am suffering from altitude lag, if there ever is such a term. u get what i'm trying to say here, RIGHT? gdnite!

photos to follow, SOON

'with you'

2008-03-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

wow i realised i haven blogged for a long time. kinda miss typing on e keyboard already. i had fun these past two days! e stayover at hermosa's was brilliant! (although i wasnt at e best of condition to stay over) i had a freaking gum infection and its still fking killing me now. hopefully it'd recover soon, i loathe chewing on one side during meals now. anyway first and foremost, let me just give thanks to a few ppl who made this trip possible. firstly, thank u so much marvin for agreeing to drive us around on thursday night! danga bay was g-r-e-a-t! hermosa loved e stingray and prawns, i had fun with e shissha and god bless u would recover in time for ya major projects and stuff. honestly dude, i wasnt my intention to aggrevate ya sore throat with spicy food yeah. u gotta understand, i dun want such good food to go to a waste (although hermosa cleared up a hell lot). lol. anyway, thanks a hell lot for being a good sport yesterday (:
hermosa's house haven changed a bit. everythings intact, to my remembrance that is. i saw posh but i doubt he recognises me evidently by his constant barking at me like how he does to a complete stranger. that pretty much sums up how long i haven been to hermosa's house. ):
e furniture were e same, nth changed i suppose. even e fishes inside e tanks looked e same. i'm not sure why but after closing examining hermosa's house, i felt sad, sad that i didnt appreciate her existence back den, when everything was there for me, when everything i had ever wanted was just right there for me and i just grew unappreciative of it. now that i'm back, i really hope things would just remain e way it should be yet again. hermosa's crib, jo's desire.
we had a lot of good laughs and companionship together. it felt renewed, like our feelings for each other restored. i kinda like e feeling of it, feels like old flame. lol. haven had such an experience in like e longest time. for e very first time, i didnt have to sleep in her sisters room. her mum i guess, grew more liberal about it. its really cool, sleeping with hermosa on her bed for e very first time felt really g-r-e-a-t(although i guess i didnt show how contented i was yesterday). i know such an experiences rare, which is why i treasure it so much.
hermosa was great on e piano, although i was acting damn irritating in front of her. she was playing rihanna's unfaithful, i was trying hard to play 'boston'. her piano skills were great, i nv knew she could play e piano that well. all i knew was that she could play, i guess i'm starting to appreciate her even more with each passing day.
again i have to say my days r numbered, i'm not looking forward to ns life, i needa spend my life to e fullest. kess and gareths birthday r drawing near, u know my intentions (:

meet sam (: (morning before i was off to malaysia)

meet jo, at hermosa's place

hermosa

cranky

world meet marvin, 'mr nice guy'

shissha menu, damn cool

(:

tuesday

2008-03-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

oh fk my time is running out and i have no real business to do at e moment. come on gal come on gal bounce, come on gal come on gal come on gal bounce. lol, acting high at e moment i suppose. wtf, singapores real boring! like i was at jurong point today to meet up with miss choo today and damn kim and i kinda watched 10000bc. e movie was great, period. jurong point and all e points around singapore r just plain boring. i can nv lead this kinda lifestyle everyday, crashing malls doing absolutely nth. moreover its e sch holiday now, my god e young ones would be out running. how annoying can that be.
meeting miss choo was great today, she changed, for e better i guess. like u could tell shes much happier not being a teacher now. wow her husbands in czech republic now doing some kinda attachment for 4 months and shes leaving for czech this thursday to acc him. how loving! i wish hermosa would fly over to whatever country i get posted to next time when i'm working overseas.
uni admission day tml, i'm still not too sure if i have made e right choice to study in a local uni. even if i have, its because of practical reasons. i dun think i wanna be a financial burden to my parents especially my dad now. my grades cant really allow me to apply for a scholarship either but if i can, i'd definitely seize e opportunity and hope i'll study uni abroad. its just a change of lifestyle i guess? nonetheless, i'm very contented with life as it is now esp with hermosa back into my life. however, it is also because of that reason that i'd to work exceptionally hard so that i'd be able to give everyone a decent life in e future. talk about responsibilities now.
growing up definitely sucks, being an adult definitely sucks even more.i wish i could remain a dependent forever, i wish i wouldnt have to think about money issues! god damn it. i miss south park, i miss eric cartman. i want him to say smth about singapore and our pathetic lifestyle!
hermosa like damn sweet to me! she bought me lotsa stuff from thailand! a pity she didnt get back e autenthic tom yum soup though, i'd have loved that. so anyway she got me like THREE siglets, ONE polo ralph shirt, ONE painting of my fav soccer player F.TORRES ONE bracelet and ONE pair of Oakley shades. see how sweet she is! spend almost half of her money on me! well actually u guys should really see what she'd gotten for herself, its probably 5-6 times more than what she got for me alone.

shades!

MADE IN THAILAND

Miss Lee (:

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2008-03-09T22:21:00.001-07:00

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its sunday again

2008-03-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

i'm waiting anxiously for my headset to arrive. i paid big bucks for it, it'd better be good! i'm all about investing in lasting products now. hopefully that set would bring me through my ns days. seriously, i'm not looking forward to serving NS. i think its going to be damn lame, damn waste of time as well. h-e-l-p!
i stopped working for it fair two days ago. decided to stop being exploited already! think about it, who works for 12 hours a day and get only 60sgd in return? thats fking exploitation. i know e whole thing about not having paper qualification and stuff but come on 60 bucks for 12 hours of work? who cha trying to kid now? come to think about it, its about time i stop working and enjoy my last 3 weeks in singapore before i get sent to 'you know where'. probably should just heed everyones advice and enjoy myself now.
today was fun, i exercised AGAIN! played soccer with dam, nelson and his friends. it was W-I-C-K-ED! cos it was raining halfway through, we had a lot of fun playing in e rain just that it gets pretty dangerous at times because of e slippery floor. other than that, it was a really good session. i'm actually giving myself a timeout to blog while e rest of them are playing mahjong with my mum right now.
so i suppose my lifes pretty simple for now, crap around with friends, hang out a lil, spend a freaking hell lot of time with hermosa (must must) and also not to forget, worry about not getting a place in local U! i sure hope i can get into NUS or SMU though, pls be kind and offer me a place. i'll be good (:
hermosa's coming back tml, i cant wait!

dam getting high touching e massage chair

cousin nel

love my multi function room

results day

2008-03-07T06:47:00.001-08:00

so it was results day today and everyone was just putting on a facet trying to get into each others good books once again. to me everything seems so plastic, so much so till i didnt even bother playing along. it was merely a hi bye thing for me, e way i like it to be (:
i guess my classmates didnt do that bad overall. i knew they are all smart people. good for them. hope u guys can get into ya desired courses yeah (:
so we went feasting after collecting our results, all trying to remain as positive as ever. kess was evidently upset but there was nth much we could do except console him a lil and let him think about his options. as for ks, theres nth much i can say about him actually. his grades r like as predicted, e only problem he has nows choosing which course to go to. (so much for obtaining good grades)
we had a good laugh over dinner and had some whacky moments over at e pet shop. kay and victoria left soon after and e four of us (namely me,ks,kess and dam) spent some time over at liquid kicthen chilling out. it was way cool, cos we went over around 6 odd, e place was like totally empty and we got to use e upper level. we had e entire room space to ourselves and there was like a pool table in front of us. what can be any nicer than that now. lol. so we chilled a lil, pooled a lil and lastly drank a lil. it was a pretty good way to spend away a good day. i miss hermosa

what a wicked stall name e wanton noodle stall has. reminds us of someone gross isnt it?

e girls before they were high

getting high on beancurd 1

getting high on beancurd 2

getting high on beancurd, NOT

great chill out and Taya Rogers, what can be better? (:

given up

2008-03-03T08:36:00.001-08:00

i guess i have given up on relief teaching but at e same time i hope e schools would call. today was just like last monday, just that it only got busier in e afternoon. was at serangoon gardens feasting with kess and ks. was disappointed by e amount of closed shops. we couldnt get to eat our fav food ):
e honeydew beancurd was great, i really loved it. i wish i could have it everyday for breakfast. e sugarcane juice was ridiculously large too but it was nice, and expensive of cos.
caught the leap years with hermosa later, i'm sure she found it 'predictable and nonsensical' at times. i kinda liked it v much though, although it MIGHT be a lil draggy. i suppose it was e story line that caught my attention, how e lovers who truly love one another can only meet once every for years because of various reasons and obligations. i think its really cool, helps ppl to think about love in a more sophisticated manner rather than shamelessly degrading it to a mere 'i love u u love me' and therefore we can make love kinda plot. lol! love is definitely more than that (:
thats about all i have to say for today, hope tml would be another good day.

*photos would be included some other day as e sources currently with kess (:

back to dam's

2008-03-01T22:31:00.000-08:00

so it was back to dam's place after a week probably. everything felt e same, nth much changed in his family except for e fact that HIS DAD GOT HIM A FREAKING ELECTRIC GUITAR! i vow to learn e guitar together with him some day from his sister. his dad's way cool, played 'right here waiting' on e piano and a lil more oldies which i couldnt remember e title. it was great! oh btw his niche's actually e guitar so just by knowing how to play e piano is actually a merit for him. bravo bravo, i wish i could be as musically inclined as them. i so wanna play e piano and guitar for hermosa (:
it was e same old routine again, soccer,mahjong and a whole lot of junk food. oh and it was e first time i actually managed to play mahjong successfully throughout e night, though i did take a 15 siesta to regain my energy. it felt awesome! den again i slept like a pig when i reached hm but overall e experience had been great.
come to think about it, i dun really have much time to do such things already. e all so loathsome NS is calling and its taking my freedom away. oh and ya, i dun really care whens my result day already cos its just gonna be another occasion anyway(:

thirstday

2008-02-28T06:09:00.000-08:00

catching up with my secondary sch mates was great, i had a good time with them. i'm actually quite envious of them at e same time cos one has his driving license already and e other is on e verge of getting it. oh well, lets just hope i'll get mine SOON. lol. so mr yong bought a hell lot of things. a motorola v9 phone, a freakishly large 32 inch luggage, enough to freaking put ya normal tv sets inside, all because hes going to aus for attachment. sometimes i really do wonder, did i really make e wrong choice by going to a jc? i'm so deprived of everything, i guess thats how they want us to grow. e art of deprivation huh? lol. whatever, sure hope i'll get my internship next time in uni den!

i hope my sec sch ex classmates r all doing well. dun really have much to say anymore or rather, lost my mood to blog already. cya faggots!

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e 'all so devoted' ls!

mr yong really bought this 32 inch luggage!

car,yes car but it doesnt belong to me!

thank god e second part of e day wasnt that bad.

2008-02-27T06:09:00.000-08:00

okays some ppl might ask, why am i even talking about such small issues? well heres why, i have nv received a mail like this before. its ultra cool, everyone has their first time alright, be understanding! so after i completely ripped e package apart, i realised e content in e mail was with regards to singpass, man its nv important after all. so dumb!
so anyway, i had a good time today. was at ij's open house but we realised we couldnt actually play there. e band faggots were making such a dim over at e stage that it really affected our play. at least i know i wasnt able to play well. so we (ks,kess,kay and me) kinda decided to play mahjong over at my house instead. it was fun seriously, playing mahjongs like a good way to seriously kill PRECIOUS time. e problem is, i have no PRECIOUS time now unlike my schooling days so i can jolly well afford to waste it though i know i shouldnt. i cant help it yo, give me something to do, or at least give me my god damn relief teaching job back! so we played till night, ks lost quite a fair bit yo! thank god we werent playing real cash! so kay got victoria back to duplicate some mc and all of us had dinner at 883. e food was horrible! my beef steak was a total rip off, likewise i suppose to kay and vicotria's food! i think kess's tom yum was e best, although it wasnt from e usual tom yum stall. a lot of stalls were close for e day u see cos we only went there around a quarter to 9.
so they talked, we talked, and somehow e conversation diverted to GHOSTS! damn victoria's house is indeed 'one of a kind'! to think that ks even says its interesting and worth e visit someday to explore. i mean as much as i wanna be daring, i doubt i would dare cross e line. i mean if i have a choice, i would rather stay away from these things isnt it? lol, i'm sure everyone would share e same thought as me! (: well victoria i kinda understand ya predicament but i guess theres nth much u can do except to learn to live with it alright. like my wonderful kay would be there to protect u so dun worry about it! and for god's sake ask ya dad to stop collecting skulls! thats so ominous!
lastly to my dearest hermosa, i cant believe tml's ya last day of work. honestly i'm thrilled for u, and i'm hoping we'd see each other more often from then on. i'm sure words cant possibly describe what i truly wanna say to u, so lets just hope my actions would account for them now. (:

here's what e back says, 'we regret to inform you that the enclosed mail item addressed to you was damaged while in transit through the post. we gave repacked the item and are pleased to deliver it to you, thank you for your understanding' lol loser!

ultra cool mail, its says, 're-packed mail item' supposedly e ppl at e mail processing department screwed up my letter and had to take special effort to re mail it back to me. lol

gosh this was supposed to be a shot of kay with my sisters bike on her way to fetch her dearest victoria but i didnt why it turned out like that. to think that we were still talking about ghosts and spirits earlier kay! go figure that out yo!

'kills sheer boredom' haha

2008-02-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

man i haven been working for 3 straight days. i feel completely under utilised! whats with e schools nowadays? somedays u hear from ALL SCHOOLS, others u hear from none. i'm tired of waiting, i'm gonna think of other means to earn quick bucks. lol. first, i'm gonna sell my dumb Graphic Calculator away, that should be enough to put off work for two days. next my jc notes have to go, they are of no use anymore, that is unless i fking screw up my grades and gotta resort to being a PC next year.
so after 3 days or bordeom, my minds pretty much set. like i guess i know what i wanna pursue in uni now. IF i do make e cut, i'll do business/sociology/law/pyschology in NUS. if i dun, its SMU though i heard its not that easy to get into it either. I MIGHT CONSIDER SIM, but i'm sure i'd rather do overseas. so we'll see, if my grades suck like my common test grades in sch, i'll prolly try anthropology in UNSW though i know my dads so gonna fry my balls. alternatively, i could go over to any american universities and try my luck there. all these foreign uni considerations are under e impression that my dad's willing to pay though.on jo's part, i'm sure i dun wanna be of anymore finanical burden to my parents so i can only hope i'll get my ass into a local one.
29 feb they says results day. damn it i'm definitely not looking forward to it. i paid too great a price to screw up my results. if i ever get lousy results, i'm gonna kill myself! i'm not even asking for much now, just pray i'll have DECENT grades, good enough for local uni will do. pretty pls whatever dude out there, if ure kind enough, pls make sure i have decent grades. thanks!

alas, workout

2008-02-26T04:01:00.000-08:00

wow what a tiring day. somethings deserve to be commented, e gym over @ woodlands proved otherwise! lol. so i had a great time swimming, haven done that in like e longest time. felt really great. ts's such a good swimming pal, he pushes himself like nobody's business. good determination my friend, u'll make it big someday i'm sure. theres just one thing left to comment, e hygiene standard of e pools beyond words. what do u think of having dead leaves and HAIR yes HAIR all over e pool? lol bullcrap! as much as i wanna swim soon, i doubt i'll ever go over to e one at woodlands ever again. good job woodlands swimming compleX!
'fools gold' i must says really good. i liked e movie plot. it was a great movie, both Kate Hudson and Matthew McConaughey were superb leads! i MUST go to e movie setting someday! it looks awesom-O!

meet e guy who completed 10 laps, so freaking proud of it.
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look what my sister's dude got back from china

meet jo, e not so inspired to be bodybuilder

meet tin shen, e aspiring body builder

not so good monday

2008-02-25T06:27:00.000-08:00

oh woe the day i didnt get to work. just when e 'passion's there to teach, there's no demand.boo! so i was slightly caught off guard by e fact, didnt know what to do for e rest of e day.
so heres how my day was spent.papers in e morning, oscar afterwhich. a pity that juno lead actress didnt win lead actress award! i so wanted her to win. a lil game of mahjong with mum and sisters to kill more time away. come late afternoon, it was 'going out' time. went bugis with kessler, initially planned on submitting my registration to work at it fair but decided not to in e end. seriously, why would i wanna forgo 2 days of half day work at $65 dollars (relief teaching) for 4 days of manual labour at $30 per day! sure meals would be provided but i honestly dun think i'd earn much. its better to just do relief teaching. den again, gotta pray hard i'd get e job on those days or else i'd be angry i did not opt for it fair!
just a day w/o work, it makes me realise how boring life can be in singapore. there really isnt much to do, least even if there are i cant do them all yet cos hermosa's still working. come march i hope, i'd be able to do anything and everything within that one month! i'm gonna make it a memorable experience (:
sure hope there's work tml or else it'd be another dreadful day.

Fred says: 'i think like i do because my life is a mess!' No Fred, your less is a mess because you think like you do!

e best damn thing

whats left of lime+apple soda tequila

not an avid football fan anymore

2008-02-24T04:52:00.000-08:00

i realised i cant really stay still and watch football for full 90mins anymore. it just doesnt interest me as much, now that all my fav players r no longer playing. i mean i dun see beckham anymore, and whenever torres is on form, they dun seem to show liverpools game live. its so damn annoying, am always watching soccer matches that dont interest me. den theres like e spanish league, which lives at e weirdest hour of e day. 3.55atm every sunday and monday, who e heck watches it? as much as i'd love to, i just dun think i'd be able to even keep my eyes open for full 90mins. like now theres like e reading and aston villa game going live, i'm not even concentrating on watching. lol. boring epl matches. i wanna be able to watch spanish league games soon! theres like my favourite sergio ramos and e whole of real madrid squad!

so today wasnt that great a day either. cousin and i kinda woke up around 1130 cos we only slept at 3 yesterday. too much soccer FEASTING e night before. lol. playing soccer today wasnt all that great either, i got bored after merely an hour. i needa get new futsal shoes soon, my sports shoes greatly brings me down whenever i play, or at least attempt to enjoy e game. hopefully i'll get my big fat paycheck soon, like really soon so that i can enjoy myself together with hermosa (:(:

my days of being a free birds numbered, somebody help me!needa be out more often

the smartest things ever said about work and office (ripped it off from Men's Health)

If a train station is where the train stops, what's a workstation? -Anon

If you have a job w/o any aggravations, you don't have a job. -Malcolm S.Forbes

Monday is a lame way to spend 1/7 of your life. -Anon
The brain is a wonderful organ.It starts working the moment you get up in the morning, and does not stop until you get into the office (eat that). -Robert Frost

What is it that you like doing? If you don't like it,get it out of it, because you'll be lousy at it. -Lee Lacocca

By working faithfully eight hours a day, you may eventually get to be a boss and work twelve hours a day. -Robert Frost

my dad so abused my cousin, AGAIN.

another day of fun

2008-02-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

so it was another fun day @ damien's! that place's like for unwind purposea, free from crowd and human jam. its like e best place to be in singapore on a weekend.so we were idling around e house, and out of nowhere they started lifting each other up. it all started with dam and ks, den i volunteered. it was pretty fun actually, i had fun being carried around although there were times i felt the whole thing felt really gay! lol
so we were treated to a sumptuous dinner earlier, e best i ever had at dam's. there was like GIANT CRABS, two for $107! wtf right, i swear my parents would nv treat my friends to that on a normal day. dam's daddys very funny, he was cocking his way through with us. i like his use of explicit language and lame jokes, pretty much like dad but certainly much more convincing. lol. so he was telling us about how we should intimidate our students in class by challenging them to do things that are way out of this world. its pretty cool actually, maybe i could use some of his tactics someday to deal with my naughty ones!
so we played a lil mahjong earlier, it was pretty fun but it got a little boring soon after. nonetheless i enjoyed playing mahjong with them, i dun think i can find anyone else who's that gracious enough to just play leisurely! i guess it just goes to show we r not money minded individual. okay i was just bullshitting on that :P

another round!

groping groping groping

its pretty fun actually

ks's so dead

cool mp3!

i cant say i'm not annoyed

2008-02-22T20:07:00.000-08:00

whats it with ppl and appearance? i dun think it matters a hell lot to me. like why cant ppl accept u for who u are? i guess those who are so judgmental about everything about u arent truly what u call 'friends'. friends wont degrade u thats for sure, and friends will be with u no matter how hideous looking u have changed. this society's like warped! everyones just giving everyone else judgement calls. its so sickening! i'm not saying i'm a victim of such 'dumb ass shit' but i certainly am not feeling good about it either. i wish it wasnt my problem, i wish i wouldnt have to face e wrath of it.
'dont sweat over e little things in life', if only more ppl understand. i dislike having to deal with little things in life, they are all so redundant. stupid country, stupid ppl dispered everywhere. needa escape.

i want you!

and you!

and you to top it all!

rambunctiously soft spoken

2008-02-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

was too tired to blog yesterday, got hm late and lessons e next day. sch today was boring, i honestly felt real sleepy. thank god i got back and napped, i guess mum's right, all these running and moving around sure made are physically straining. but i'm so freshened up right now, like i so can run play 10km run NOW and everything. i cant wait to play badminton now actually, training had been dragging for a week. i'm just afraid if i dun train, i wouldnt even come close to play for safsa next time. least if i train now, i might still stand a glimmer of hope, and so i hope. lol.
man come to think about it, i had been teaching everyday for e past 4 days? like i dun feel like an ad hoc anymore, more like i have to go to sch every single day. i mean its a good thing that schools r calling me daily but i suppose the flip side of it is that i have to wake up damn early everyday and it gets pretty irritating after a while. sometimes i do dread going to sch, cos going to sch's like doing a job right now more than enriching urself. i dun feel enriched, more of like burdened rather. but nvm, jo's a happy guy yeah, be thankful i'm only working half day EVERYDAY!

looks like dam has to spend this weekend with e baddies cum mahjong khakis huh. dun worry dude u'll always have another shot at hwa chong if u know what i mean :P come this sat, just spend more time concentrating on ya game before i start owning u guys again alright. lol. so anyway, i was right about united not being able to win at lyon. dude united's predictable, i'm starting to lose faith in them. as much as i wanna tell myself i'm a fan of united, they just arent as spectacular as before. sure ronaldo is good but it just stops there dude.and all because of f.torres's presence in liverpool, i'm seriously having thoughts about switching club. seriously, united would be so loved if sir alex had gotten hold of him instead of 1/5of e ugliest footballers in e world. lol! pls help, i think i'm donning the other red jersey soon!

one more think, my fking phone bills like 70 odd this month. god knows what happpened but i sure am not liking e figure! because i have overused, i've to freaking pay on my own.there goes my salary and my plan to save up for a phone, a new pair of futsal shoes and a yonex tennis racket. darn it. it looks like no matter how much i earn, i'll nv seem to be able to buy whatever i want. such is life for jo, boo!

and yeah congrats singapore, u got ya dream to host e youth olympics.

Artist: Juno Lyrics
Album: Kimya Dawson Lyrics
Title: So Nice So Smart Lyrics

I was quiet as a mouse
when i snuck into your house
and took roofies with your spouse
in a nit and out a louse
and lice are lousy all the time
they suck your blood drink your wine
say shut up and quit your crying
give it time and you'll be fine

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i hafta break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

i like boys with strong convictions
and convicts with perfect diction
underdogs with good intentions
amputees with stamp collections
plywood skinboards ride the ocean
salty noses suntan lotion
always seriously joking
and rambunctiously soft-spoken
i like boys that like their mothers
and i have a thing for brothers
but they always wait til we're under the covers
to say i'm sure glad we're not lovers

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i hafta break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

i like my new bunnysuit
i like my new bunnysuit
i like my new bunnysuit
when i wear it i feel cute

my lovely dessert before nap

kessler to smash, jo being put to shame

that gay barber

dam's new hair job

future tennis pro in e making

nth special

2008-02-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

nth much happened to my life today actually, apart from e fact that wdp called me to do rt for them after a long drag. well i'm thrilled hermosa got into np mass comm! like she really wanted it badly and i'm so glad she finally realised her dream! i'm sure she'll do well if she puts her heart and soul into it. np mass comm i'm sure is ever gal's dream and i'm just glad e worlds kind to hermosa this time round, although she did get a shocker before finally confirming her place. so hermosa's like going to a poly and jo's like serving e army soon. so sad, we r gonna drift apart AGAIN. oh well, be glad hermosa's doing well now, thats all that matters.
did u guys read TNP today? its real funny i'm telling u! e headline reads, 'relief teacher sacked for mocking student.' honestly in my own opinion, i think e dudes a real moron. doesnt he have anything better to do den to mock at his own students? at least think about e psychological impacts it might have on e kids first before acting irrationally. i honestly hope ure not from some kinda top notch jc cos u have just totally lost my respect for u as well as ya school. ure a disgrace yo.
sadly, lydia sum passed away not long ago. i was speechless when my dad told me about it. i mean i was expecting it but i didnt expect it to come so soon. she's only 60 and had definitely contributed much to e entertainment industry. have a smooth journey lydia sum, may god bless ya family (:
my funny students r forever making my day in sch. i was teaching this EM 1 class today and i must say i'm very impressed with all of them, especially their asiprations! so to all students from 6 trustworthy, i hope u guys would realise ya targets come next psle results release day. get all a stars as promised yeah? lol. funny bunch of people. well thats all from me now, take care fellows!

HaHaHa!

sure hope Mathilda would grow up to look like her in e future (:

e funny ones

habits r hard to change

a freakishly weird day

2008-02-18T07:14:00.001-08:00

well e day started with EVERGREEN SEC giving me a call telling me they needed a relief teacher. it was my first shot at being a secondary sch teacher and boy oh boy whats happening to e gals in secondary sch nowadays. i seem to be getting e wrong sort of attention in sch, somehow, gals r just starting to POUR in. and they were looking at me with that kinda eye stares, like as though i'm some kinda dude from another world of so. definitely, e gals r getting more daring nowadays, one even came up to me and said 'wa mr tan u very shuai lei, do u have a gf?' wtf is wrong man? i'm a teacher like hello? i think they shouldnt be asking me things like that, much less having e audacity to come up to me and be that causal.
that aside, i had e weirdest encounter at forum shopping mall today. this businesswoman came up to me and asked if i would like to take up 'modelling'? of cos i was appalled, like i dun even see myself being qualified to be a model dude. moreover, i dun think modelling would take u far, at least in e context of singapore. but honestly, that businesswoman didnt look like a cheat, she was actually pretty geunine about her approach. a pity i didnt take her namecard or else i can probably ask those who are in e modelling industry if thats a credible agency. lol.

anyway, todays 'studying' trip with dam backfired. eventually, he found himself unable to concentrate. too much distractions i guess, lol. lets just hope u'd do well studying in sch tml dude. i'm damn upset with how e stupid customers treated hermosa. look faggots shes there to provide u freaks a service. if u dun need her attention, at least say its fine u'll look around urselves rather than freaking ignoring her yeah? basic courtesy idiots! dun worry hermosa, i'm sure u'll have a better day tml, and dun worry i have not forgotten to give u an ice cream treat. i'm a BOY of my word (:

mr 'dumb'

2008-02-17T04:00:00.000-08:00

lol, i was supposed to watch united's game yesterday but i got so disturbed after seeing liverpool lose that i actually went to take a 'SHORT' rest first. apparently e rest wasnt short at all. just went i thought it was time to watch uniteds game, i realised my cousins already in deep sleep already. take a look at e time, it was already 447am! god damn me i actually slept through uniteds game! how dumb could i be. whats more infuriatings that united actually played brilliant football yesterday and what a pity i wasnt able to watch it. what rotten luck. so anyway, i vow nv to even enter my room and 'REST' on a saturday night football.
wow, playing football all over again after a long drag was fun! (although i wasnt appropriately geared) i was frigging wearing my loser sports shoes to play! needa get another pair of fustal shoes s-o-o-n. my 'oh so nice' adidas pair, i want u and i'm gonna get u soon although ure accompanied by a heavy price tag ): soon my honey bunny, u'll be mine. lol
e thing about love is that u'll subconciously think of ya loved one. i like that feeling, it makes me have smth in life to turn to. lol. everytime i feel like shit, i'll just think of her and i'll be happy. i think thats love, i'm liking love. this entire day, e hilarious 'vampire' song just kept running through my mind. lol! u guys should really check out this song if u have e time. of cos, its from e lovely Juno soundtrack. (:
okies i gotta visit cousin eugenia soon, i haven been there for like two weeks and my mum's like pestering me already. actually i kinda feel bad too that i haven been going but i'm like REALLY LAZY. alright alright i'll try and go this week, TRY.
mr edison chen, to think i once looked up to u. whats wrong with u man, i mean, if u wanna play around, at least have e guts to go back to hk and face e media alright. dude as much as i wanna sympathizw u, i just dun think its right of u to go around sleeping with so many gals. think about ya wife in e future, how is she gonna take it? so be a man, do e right thing. okay i just heard from my sister cos she was reading some god forsaken chinese newspaper that u have tried forcing ya current gf to marry u. worse still, u even resorted to slitting ya wrist to prove how much u love her. wtf is wrong with u? grow up pls. as much as i know how devastated u feel, that isnt e way to solve e problem. (:
so yeah i think i have poked my nose far too much into other ppls business already. think i'd better stop now. have a g-r-e-a-t day everyone!

cousin nelson's dog named miu miu, stupid name i know

i know i should probably stop taking photos of myself but seriously i got frigging bored, be understanding (:

hiliarious saturday

2008-02-16T07:54:00.000-08:00

so it's saturday and i had a splashing good time with hermosa as usual. hermosa's right, i shouldnt meet her that often or else we would grow sick of each other. problem is, i'm going into e army in april and i dunno whether to meet her more or meet her sparingly. how how? so anyway, we watched 'jumper' and oh well, hermosa said it was 5/5! as for me, ha-ha. i dunno, maybe i was just too comfortable leaning beside hermosa that i dozed off so many times. i suppose e movie was alright, e movie sequence was cool, jumpers moving around from one plact to another in an instant, pretty awesome.
so we shopped a hell lot, was out from 1-10pm.crazy i know but definitely worthwhile.
dinner @ fish and co was T-E-R-R-I-F-I-C! nv fails to make my day. e fish and chips awesome! how i wish i could have that for dinner every night.
going back hm was fun, cousin nelson cycled me back. it was so comfortable i'm tellng u, sitting at e backseat relaxing e bicycle ride hm. lol. nv feels better than being able to be sent hm (: i had a great day today and i'm sure soccer would make my day an even happier one later. hope united would win later, have fun @ work (:

having a lil fun trying on new clothes
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mr shawn 'the builder' was first spotted at 883 plaza

i like my shirt, front and back!

cousin nelson with his bike

bikes united

lazy friday night

2008-02-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

wow, for some reason(S) i'm really tired after training today. sakino and a few others were wondering why i had been so quiet lately. have i? i'm not too sure myself, maybe i have. i guess i'm just more reserved nowadays, like i dun say unnecessary things anymore unless its really important and all. i dunno, i like being like this but apparently they say i look sad like that. lol. i'm not guys, i'm still me, just a little more quiet thats all. i mean, i can still whoop ya asses in badminton yeah :P
i'm so stuck with e Juno soundtrack. the songs inside r awesome! personal fav, 'All I Want Is You' by Barry Louis Polisar, 'Anyone Else But You' by The Moldy Peaches, 'Tire Swing' , 'Loose Lips' and 'So Nice So Smart' by Kimya Dawson. check them out if u guys have e time (:
actually most of e songs inside r just accompanied by e guitar. damn, makes me wanna learn how to play e guitar all so badly. but i'm really lazy at memorizing e chords and all, i just wanna know how to play it, leave out memorizing e chords and all. i know its virtually impossible, but nevertheless i still hope. lol.

Jin just gave me this ultra lame website link. go check it out, its super lame! trust him to send me such stuff. http://www.explosm.net/movies/124/

heres e lyrics to one of my fav songs from Juno soundtrack

Anyone Else But You- The Moldy Peaches

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
But you

happy valentines day!

2008-02-14T19:24:00.001-08:00

what a memorable v day! i had so much fun with hermosa. her gifts were e-x-c-e-l-l-e-n-t! really really really liked e towel and e shirt though i fancy e towel a lil more :P e shirt was nice too seriouslY! love e colour combination! i wish to get more surfing brand shirts soon, i like! next brand coming up, stussy i hope. lol.
so we dined at this restuarant beside marina square's carl's jr. cant exactly remember e name cos it has a really L-A-M-E name. didnt bother to remember it. surprisingly though, e food was actually quite tasty, my steak sure was good. maybe hermosa's cabonara wasnt as tasty but still it was edible. e mudpie was C-R-A-Z-Y! e biggest i have seen to date. but still, nydc serves e best mudpie. e mudpie we had yesterday felt more like a 'futile attempt' at trying to compete with nydc but it was nice nevertheless.
i was planning to watch 'p.s i love you' with hermosa but sadly e timing wasnt to our favour. i'm sure both of us would enjoy e movie. oh well, perhaps another time. maybe from movie6 yeah? lol.
life with hermosa back has nv been better, i'm a happy boy once again!
cant wait to go to e beach again once our skin's done flaking! del mar! give me back my fking childhood ring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy v day all, hope u guys had fun too (:

when belief truns to resignation

2008-02-13T08:36:00.000-08:00

i'm not sure of what to write anymore but here goes. its 40 mins into v day, i so dun feel loved at all. boo! hopefully e later hours would be better.
my days r numbered, am really hoping time would stagnate like now! aprils gonna come damn fking fast and ns's gonna kill me. i know that.
apparently gareth hurt himself big time, cant carry heavy things momentarily. can anyone imagine what kinda shit training they do inside? this is bullcrap, we should all live in colorado and meet e people of south park. i'm gonna go have a heart to heart talk with cartman and stuff some wicked thing up his ass, just to bring out my sadistic nature!
i wanna play soccer in uni, i think soccer's my kinda of game. just that choosing e right teams very impt and its smth i can nv get. maybe it's becasue of my personality, i dun get along well with just anyone.i sure hope uni would open doors to my soccer days as well as allowing me to go overseas to play soccer/badminton cum study. some kinda cca/academic exchange program would be great.
dineer @ outback steakhouse was fine, it was a joyous occasion i suppose. i sure had fun seeing how e crew sang to vinleons birthday song. it was pretty cool and everything. food was definitely ex but i guess it was worth it. it probably deserves an 8 out of 10 stars for me.
if i can be somebody, i wanna be u.

two days to v day

2008-02-12T08:34:00.001-08:00

the cute lil one

i know time lagged. i haven been blogging for two days. so needed a my space moment now. life has been really well for me currently, i'm enjoying a hell lot of fun with hermosa and also been heavily involved in teaching. that sure has taken a toll on my health, haven been exercising much. i dun feel that fit anymore ):
these past two days had been fun, been catching a lot of movie, doing a lot of things many ppl could not do as they do not have e spare time to do it. i kinda enjoy my life now, if only i'm finanically adequate!
del mar has yet to call with good news about my lost ring, i'm still feeling rather bitter now. sure hope some good citizen would find it and pass it over to e staff soon! i'm starting to miss e feeling of rotating e ring already!
i realised i get tired easily nowadays, i'm also very lethargy. i guess i'm not getting enough stimulant. haven been using a lot of my brain, feel rather dumb actually. now that schools over, it feels rather weird not doing anything academic. it just doesnt feel right at all. lol!
but letting go of studies can be a good thing as well. least i dun feel stressed up and i dun feel e pinch. lifes pretty much in a relaxed and carefree pace. (:
i dunno man. its gonna be april real soon. so not looking forward to it. boo!

its a hermosa day!

2008-02-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

it was a hermosa day today! going to e beach with hermosa was E BEST! hermosa's so cute, she didnt dare reveal her body in e public (but she did eventually strip down to her bikini). lol. so i had my carlsberg special brew and she had her lychee martini, she so didnt like hers pls. well i'm saying, give it to me man. jo likes anything acoholic. (:
it was a fking hot day nevertheless, we got dehyrdated easily.i was noticing, e patrons kinda fell for del mar after coasters came into e game. moreover e latters located much nearer to e beach station. talk about comparative advantage now. nonetheless, i still like del mar better. it just feels good going back to del mar all e time rather than visiting a new chill out.
anyway i'm feeling rather bitter despite e happy occasion. i fking lost my childhood ring. e ring was special, hermosa had it with her for 5 years and was not even close to losing it. i got it back not long ago and it got lost under my hands soon after. lesson learnt, i'm nv gonna wear my ring out already. ):
my childhood rings special, its rotatable with latin wordings on it. as much as i hate losing it, i'm hoping e personnel from del mar would call me back with good news.
i had a splashing good time today with hermosa (:

celebration @ dam's

2008-02-08T18:00:00.000-08:00

sweeny todd was so damn good. i like e preview given by hermosa, its hilarious. yeah hermosa, i feel pity for that guy, REALLY.johnny depp's so poor thing isnt he. lol. yeap i caught a movie with hermosa yesterday night, she just got back from malaysia and it was really sweet of her to agree to meet up with me and acc me. it felt REALLY GREAT!
i only reached dam's house around 12. it was pretty alright, i didnt manage to greet e parents cos they were all sleeping already hence as a result i didnt freaking get e sgd 12 red packet! damn it! hahas its alright i suppose, e company was great. hope dam felt better with us around. well dam wasnt e only one who didnt feel alright yesterday, ks was a little out of sort too. typical, that guy could nv pull himself together. i'm considered fortunate (:
i kinda only slept for two miserable hours only and they were damn right about me not coming back to e mahjong table after i went up to dam's room. i played from 12 till like 3 and i really couldnt take it anymore. went up, off to lala land. it felt really good. but as e guys all made their way up subsequently, e room began to stink a hell lot, all thanks for fart-ly, and e air conditioning was that nice anymore. but thank god i managed to cramp myself in this single size bed with kessler, i guess i'd e lion share of e bed. right now, i just wanna have a good rest on my miserable single size bed and hope that i wouldnt have red eyes later when i wake up. happy holidays! (:

feeling sour

2008-02-07T17:52:00.000-08:00

well i guess i wouldnt be able to blog tonight so i'll probably just blog now instead. i woke up really early today and i just had this sudden urge to exercise all of a sudden. kinda ran 10 rounds at e nearby park and found myself struggling towards e end, thats not good at all. sometimes i feel like crap, today i feel exceptionally horrible. like i'm physically not there anymore. i could only manage 5 pull ups only and got freaking lazy to continue afterwhich. friends say NS isnt gonna be all that easy, damn i'm not looking forward to it.hence, i'm probably gonna make a conscientious effort to exercise from now on. frankly, i just wanna play my badminton and soccer! its just, i haven been playing much sports recently and it so sucks.
if ure going to taiwan, i wanna go overseas too already. problem is, i'm not sure where i wanna go. and i'm hoping my friends would be able to go with me. den again by march, who knows how i'd be after getting my results. hopefully my mood for holiday wouldnt be dampened by that dreadful As. lol.
so i was watching this movie and this granny was talking about life. that being making sound decisions in life, i'm starting to wonder if i've had made a lot of sound decisions in life. lol. i guess e only sound decision by far is having another shot at love. hahas!
so my poly friend was asking me yesterday about how she should proceed with life right now. apparently she got fooled by two players and stuff. well i guess thats pretty normal, first and foremost, she's studying in an environment where e potency of male-female attraction is extremely high and it is only inevitable that such things come into play. e trick to surviving in a poly is to probably have a mind of ya own, although i've not personally gone through poly life but i'm thinking it works everywhere. too many ppl r succumbing to e these influence, these people will naturally fall flat at e end of e day. my sister is a classic example, though shes not greatly influenced (i'm damn sure thats becasue shes attached at e moment if not she'd most definitely be part of it). so well, my two cents worth on life, always have a mind of ya own and know what u want in life (:
damien! be afraid, be very afraid, cos we hungry faggots r gonna devour ya house soon! lol

Chinese New Year 'chu yi'

2008-02-07T03:59:00.000-08:00

i suppose everyones chu yi's about e same. run around visiting relatives and stuff.
for me, its as mundane (: as ever. my family also runs between redhill (place where my two ah gongs stay) and boon lay (place where we feast as one) on a yearly basis. it becomes predictable after a while. i'm not glumpy right now, just a lil restless. lol. so yeah it was business as usual today, of cos my grandpa asked me about GF again. it was so 'damn' i'm telling u. if only he could stop asking and give me some peace. sam boy brought his second gf today which further added salt to e wound for me. grandpa was DRILLING me yo. lol. so i was smacked between my two sisters and their spouses most of e time, GREAT.
all e wealth accumulation got me tired after a while. i dun quite like e idea of visitng on cny now. its pretty stupid actually. theres no purpose to it, just pure i'm doing it because its a tradition thing. b-o-r-i-n-g! i'm sure many feel e same way too just that they dun wanna say it out loud. its fine yo, always remember its customary to be nice and all during cny, unless u wanna be condemned by ya family, pls put on a facade.
well i did have fun, IN A WAY. my uncle from my mothers side brought this ultra cute lil gal today, i made her cry cos i was too rushing to get a pic with her.nevertheless after a few hoaxing, i finally managed to get a pic with her! she's so oh my freaking goodness god damn cute! and heres e catch, she's a malaysian. dude jo ure really a sucker for malaysians. lol!
so when i left e place she was like 'bye bye kor kor' to me and that totally made my day. her voice was so c-u-t-e!! makes me contemplate having a baby gal next time when i'm married but that doesnt mean i'm sexist right from e start. its just, ppl always say its good to have a heir first to carry on e generation shit and i'm pretty sure my grandpa would want me to give him a baby boy next time. but yeah, all i'm saying is, a baby girls awfully adorable too!
i'm so tired after a days of visiting, finally can just relax and be myself all over again. i'm so done with drinking fizzy drinks, so done with putting on a listening front. its time to unwind and relax. happy cny all (:

deliberate attempt at getting my sisters out of e picture. i called for e 21 years old and below to take a pic together :P

yeap she's e one (:

reunion day

2008-02-06T09:07:00.000-08:00

todays e eve of lunar new year. i'd a smashing time, least i had it @ night. morning till afternoon was pretty normal. oh and i played mahjong with my sisters and mum in e afternoon to kill time. so much for being a rookie, i won myself 5 bucks. wow how significant can that be. well reunion luch with my family only was cool, just that hermosa wasnt around. so i pretty much depended on joey to cheer me up. i know i know its so loser but yeah least it makes me happy. reunion dinner @ my uncles place was boring, just like any other year. ppl r just busy entertaining each other, e adults especially. like hello, i wouldnt mind chatting with u ppl provided u ppl can abstain from e small talks ALL E TIME? i mean i'm not even interested in what they r discussing about but i always have to put on a front and give a listening ear. it gets pretty damn boring after a while.
i met up with hermosa later on @ night. kinda watched movie together.e feelings so damn good! it feels so right, to be there with her! we watched kungfu dunk together, it wasnt that bad. on a personal note, i'd probably just give it 2 1/2 bites. some of e scenes were a lil too exaggerated already, so much so till it makes e movie goers appear stupid just by catching e movie. but overall, it wasnt that bad a movie, least it had a story line behind it.
hermosa got e intervied for mass comm, i'm so god damn happy for her. i couldnt express how happy i was in public, because i know if i do she'd probably be shocked to death. its just a super duper nice feeling seeing ppl attain what they want in life. i hope she'd so own e interviewers on monday and charm them with her looks and eloquence. i know she can do it (:
cny tml, to all my friends and readers, happy cny and may u guys have a fking good time collecting red packets. to all those soon to be parents, tough luck for u guys. start saving and fking spread e love(and wealth) to e kids and of cos, e "unmarried" (:

CoOl!

tuesday

2008-02-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

today was mundane, hermosa's fav word. MUNDANE MUNDANE MUNDANE. not going out with her is also very mundane. do u understand hermosa? its MUNDANE. lol (: i miss hermosa, hermosa doesnt miss me. like wtf right? lol well nvm, i'll still miss hermosa nevertheless. having someone to miss really makes me feel happy, i guess i'm just waiting for her to love me wholeheartedly now. hahas!
cycling was fun, it trains my endurance and fitness. alas after a long drag, finally some sort of excercise. okays i dun really have anything to blog actually. well yeah,i was looking at edison chen's public apology video earlier on, he seems pretty sincere about it. so ppl, pls destroy all photographic evidence u guys might have alright, do these celebrities a favour. respect their privacy (:

my future crib, hopefully.

eventful monday

2008-02-04T06:00:00.001-08:00

i had a splendid time today spending time cousin eugenia. although i didnt do much, i'm gad i was of some help. uncle was really nice to me, he returned my good gesture with nice food from hk cafe and also delicious lapis from bengawan solo.i know i probably shouldnt be expecting anything in return and i didnt have that in mind as well, honestly. its just, my uncle was really appreciative and all. i'm happy.
hermosa decided to finally give me another chance!! oh my gosh i'm SO SO SO gonna treasure it this time round. i sure hope she isnt fooling around with me cos i doubt i'd be able to go through this ordeal. but i'm pretty sure she isnt, hermosa isnt that sort. actually, i had wanted to ask her to go visit my relatives again this cny like a couple of years ago, but i guess she'd probably be too busy with her own as well.well actually on a personal note, i do seriously wanna visit her relatives as well, just to know all of them better so that things wouldnt be so awkward in e future. maybe next time when you're more comfortable with it yeah (:
i cant exactly tell u ppl how thrilled i'm right now. i'm just really thankful for e chance.she brings out e best in me and whenever i'm with her, it just feels that everythings right. i hope she'd develop feelings for me soon cos i am pretty sure i aint that bad a guy, maybe just wasnt an ideal bf last time. this time, i'm determined to bring out e best in me and let her see e change in me herself. pls believe me one last time hermosa, i'm dead serious about us being together this time. (:
happy day people!

how i wish mum didnt throw mine

hermosa's love

battle of e MP3 giants

dog named LUCKY

cousin eugenia

which one's a better choice in e future?

and so she says

and off we go

2008-02-03T03:22:00.000-08:00

with only two hours of rest e night before, kess and i went to malaysia to do some last min shopping for cny. i was there for a whole different reason altogether but i still had plans to buy new shoes for myself. it was really tiring, i wish i could have stayed somewhere in malaysia, somewhere which was previously so close which now seems so far. i really miss that place ):
worse, i had to bump into guo sheng and penny. yeah sure they looked good together.guosheng is a good boyfriend, i'm sure penny's in good hands.seeing how well off some couples r, i cant help but to feel sorry for myself. theres nth more i can do now besides being a retard. life had been hard but i'm sure i'll face tougher times in e future. oh well, such is life.
i was fortunate enough to get two shoes, seemingly alike but yet still miles apart. lets go into e tiny details, cos i'm too free right now, i needa talk about all e lil things in life. my converse is different from my everlast because.... 1.everlast is much cheaper. 2.i doubt everlast is genuine. 3.converse has larger shoe laces than everlast. i can only stop at 3 now.

p.s. spend a few mins telling ya loved ones how special they are per day and ya life would be a much more meaningful one (:

escape to dam's

2008-02-02T18:11:00.000-08:00

escaping to dam's has always been great. i'm allowed to do whatever i want w/o sparing a thought for e ppl around me. damien ya daddy's awesome, he's really insightful when it comes to soccer but man united still suck yesterday :P
i'm glad dam's dad got him a united's jersey as a surprise present. i'm sure u'd be wearing it fking often eh? just dun look too fat in it bro :P
so we had fking hell lot of chocolate, fking hell lot of chips. i was contented, just a pity there wasnt any 'BEVERAGE' to compliment our diet. well it was a good time to heal a broken heart i suppose, i sure hope i can escape to dam's everyday.
mahjong was boring because we were sort of one player. all thanks to ks who happily had reunion dinner with his family. i must now proclaim that i'm no mahjong addict, just one who finds interest in playing it. given a choice, i'd rather be doing other things. (: