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Jolyon TanWeiXuan (Jo)
22 years old
April25 1988
liverpool suck but i still love em
JoBlEsS
under SHEER HAPPINESS!
SG-AUS

i am,NSman, a full time jerk. .

thrust within
can you see the reason




hold you so tight
you are my reality and oxygen

- Get my driving license mother fucking pls
- GOTTEN OUT OF NS!!
- get a job
- get a car and a bike and a boat and a poker table
- be a minority in some other country cos minorities rock
- Get a pillow and sleep on it
- have kim and denise richards as my wives


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Friday, February 12, 2010
4:32 AM

life is SOOO GOOD after ord. i mean my god what are e chances i won like some urban hava contest which was totally random cos i was bored and had nth to do? and den there was WAYYY advance 22nd birthday present from my mum. yes totally love that wallet, although when she was paying for it i kinda felt e pinch a lil. 370SGD man for a wallet! so anyway, first day after ord, got a call from both admiralty and wdls to do afternoon session. but because i love shamsiah TOO MUCH, i had to turn admiralty down. i am very sorry about that! den again u always go back to e one that treats u better, so i guess its no hard feelings.
10 feb was relief teaching, den supper with e ord guys at nite. it was boring, thats all i am gonna say. didnt feel like it was a ord party AT ALL!
2nd day of ord, it was relief teaching again with e same naughty class. if theres anything i learnt from saf its prolly suck thumb cos thats exactly what i did when i learnt i had to teach e naughty class again. no choice suck thumb and do it for e $$$.
3rd day of ord, no job cos schools are all doing celebrations. no point for relief teachers to be around so yeap jobless for today. but den again it was good being jobless, managed to convince my mum to head over to town and get me my much needed burberry!! gonna love it till i have cash for like a bur sling bag or sort. life is good now, cannot possibly complain. whats really gonna complete me THIS MONTHS give me my damn license to put in e wallet. its ABOUT TIME!
























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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
12:11 AM

i'am back, thanks to e kind reminder from kimbrl_ey. feels so damn good to have ord-ed, free from restrictions, liabilities and dumbass superiors. seriously you'll never know how dumb fucked society really is until u start working for dumb ass ppl, and that makes u wonder whether studying so hard is really all that worth it. true e motherfuckers would say dun think u A level boi den u can yaya bla bla bla. whatever e fuck reasons they give, one just has to realise, ns is a journey every dick has to go through, whether u like it or not. and if u dun think ure e conformist sort (like me), try a diff approach. try not caring. (you'll still get a good testi anyway tested and proven). den again by not caring, be prepared to sign a lot of extras, like wad i did over e span of a year and ten months. but u know smth, its all worth it. its all worth it when u make it so obvious that u would rather take those bloody extras and confinements den to freaking work for em. i mean thats wat i did, but honestly do it sparingly if u wanna save ya weekends.

wad can i say just freaking great to have ord-ed. i guess i'm gonna chillax a lil, go drink get crazy take up some random job so that i would not starve and laugh at all those dicks whom are still serving.

seriously, theres nv a better feeling than ORD.

P.S ORD LOH!!!!







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Saturday, May 17, 2008
1:16 PM

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and baby; you're gone without a sound.

Thursday, May 1, 2008
7:39 AM

finally back from 'u know where'. sorry i only managed to post a week later, couldnt find spare time to. celebrated my 20th birthday with my close friends, it was memorable. i had two cakes this year, one less than last year. nonetheless, i'm contented with two this time. it feels weird celebrating birthday in crew, it makes u feel even older. these lil time we had catching up with one another was precious, though a few others werent able to come. gareth, whatever happened to u? u owe me big time alright. ede, i understand ya predicament. i'll prolly meet up with u some other day, when ure less busy and when ya parents r less controlling. fart-ly, i rest my case, dun have much to comment about u. ure just being u as usual. sense my tone.
hermosa was with me, i had a good time with her. she's always by my side when i most needed her. my 20th birthday couldnt be better w/o her presence at night, faggots from her course quit smoking in front of her.
dad asked if any uni called me again, i'm sure he's worried for me now. den again, i'm not too sure if i want them to call anyway, like he seemed pretty serious when he talked about sending me off to states to study law if i cant get into a local uni. it sure sounds tempting, i'm seriously contemplating. sure there are things in sin i cant possibly let go, like my parents..dog..attachments etcetera. whatever it is, we'll talk about it after 2 years later.







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Tuesday, April 8, 2008
7:41 AM

desperate time calls for desperate measures they say. and so it was, wgs called me one last time to help them with relief teaching. so i was thinking, since i have nth to do in e morning and ks suprisingly was being called up as well, it was a good idea for me to go. being colleagues with ks for a day was superb by e way! it was as good as i had always dreamed, its always good to have him around (:
so anyway, sch was quite pleasant today, like i had a lot of students coming to me and ask me why i'm still in sch today and i had to explain to them? and also, i guess its my different hair approach today that really got their attention, its like wherever i go, students will just come to me and make a big huha about it. okays honestly, i got lazy tidying it this morning so i just spiked them all up.trust me i nv knew it was not allowed in wgs. den again, i nv had such an experience before, having so many ppl commenting on ya hair! sounds pretty funny isnt it? thought so too.
bidding farewell was nv easy but still i had to put on a front and pretend as though i didnt care. fact is, i'll definitely miss e sch, miss e G-R-E-A-T company in e RT department and most importantly, miss e school's vegetarian food and FRIES! so long and good bye wgs, so long and good bye fellow RTs, this time, its for real i'm not coming back ):
had a good meal at sakae sushi earlier with kess,koon and dam. yeah e usual awesom-o company! it was more of like a farewell gathering for all of us, so sad koony is going in tml! followed by me and den kess on friday ): so we had sashimi buffet, my oh my food was g-r-e-a-t!! we had like salmon sashimi, ika sashimi, chawamushi, kani maki, quail eggs etc etc. it was like a whole platter of food waiting for us to devour, it felt really good eating there! oh yeah u guys should try e soba and e udon there too, its FANTASTIC, just that by then i was a lil bloated already so eating those became a problem. e strawberry smiles dessert was fantastic too! its exactly e same as those sold in mos burger, probably just a lil sweeter and bigger! heres e setback, e buffet cost us a B-O-M-B! try $124 and thats how much we paid! per person was like $28.25 inclusive of all e nonsense taxes, it was damn expensive. so yeah, if ure having sushi buffet at sakae, be prepared to burn ya pocket ):
thats all for today i guess, tml will probably be my last post. i know its sad i'm leaving, dun worry though cos i'll be back (:








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Monday, April 7, 2008
8:34 AM

thank you kim for accomodation and food!!!! thank you so much for making e waffles and corn for me! thank you so much for being so hospitable though i'm sure i'd been a pain in e ass to u :P sprites totally cute BUT ANNOYING! he's adorable nevertheless, i'm sure he'd find a good company soon PROVIDED he's being exposed to more BITCHES (crude crude) lol!
stay at kim's sister's place was good, though sleeping was a big problem. somehow i cant seem to clock e full 8 hours everyday! its becoming annoying! i know e reason why i'm like thats because i'm not physically drained, thank god ns's coming for me in that sense.
its just two more days and counting before i'm going in, i'm starting to miss so many things in life already.freedoms one thing i'm gonna miss all so much, having absolutely nth to look forward to each day except for hermosa can be quite fun too. i know i'm certainly gonna miss that. next up, i'm definitely gonna miss my mum's cooking though at times i absolutely hate it. den again, theres this saying that goes, 'nth tastes as good as hm food.' how true how true. i'm gonna miss badminton too, very very much.
i'm gonna miss e baddies, i'm gonna miss my dearest joey, i'm gonna miss so many things! most importantly, i'm gonna miss U yes U and my dearest mum and dad!








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Saturday, April 5, 2008
7:48 AM

my last day of work, OFFICIALLY. it feels good not having to work anymore. had a memorable 4 days teaching experience @ WGS. e company was awesome! there were a lot of RTs whom i can relate to, it was NTH like e other schools i'd been to where i was usually confined to me myself and i only. honestly, i must concede i was a lil sad having to leave wgs. as in, i know i was leaving to plunge into another shit hole, LITERALLY. my ns days r so drawing near! its just freaking 5 DAYS AWAY!
think about it, in 5 days time, i'm gonna lose my freedom! in 5 days time, i'm gonna leave my family and also HERMOSA for a good 2 weeks! can anyone understand how bad it feels leaving ya beloved ones? i sure aint liking that feeling already. in 5 days time, i'm gonna look like a turtle with that funny 'hairdo' and chances are i'd have to start mingling around again. in 5 days time, i'm gonna face 'death and haunting' literally, talk about tekong being a haunted place. i love my mum's thoughts though, she got me amulet, 'fu', anything and everything that would keep me in good hands. i hope i'd be able to enjoy my first 2 weeks inside and TRY not to think so much about everyone close ):

last day @WGS








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